One Day's

I AM NOT WHO I WANT TO BE. I am just Going to keep striving no matter how long it takes. Wish I had that "magic" something that would kick me into high gear. I don't understand how I can want something SOOOOOooooo bad and yet not REALLY do EVERYTHING possible to achieve it. I'm ready for my "One Day's". You know, the "One day I'll be able to walk into any store and buy whatever I want off the rack" "one day". I have a lot of "One day" scenerios. My most important one at this point in time is, "One day, I'll be able to throw all 3 blood pressure medicine's I am on in the trash and never look back"! Only with God's help. Not giving up.

So, with that being said, I've decided to finish each blog post with one thing (or several things) I am grateful for.

I am grateful that God gives us all unique gifts, and that he is allowing me to cultivate and discover more of mine. What is one of your unique gifts? :)

Ode to THE Woman...

Oh to be the woman that God created me to be. To be the one that inspires me. To be a person that I reverence and love so deeply. To really look at myself and believe that my value is Far Above Rubies. To look beyond my flaws and shortcomings and realize my beauty. To allow God to captivate my heart and revel in his Glory. To consider that walking in shame and doubt is no longer my story. To understand the gifts he poured into me were not mandatory. Answering when he calls me by name...Victory!!


Oh God I want to be this Woman! Less of me and More of you! The Journey continues...

~~~~~~Help Me~~~~~~

All I am able to say right now is....Lord, I need your help! I need you! I need YOu!!! I NEED YOU!!! Chains be gone!! I LOve you Father!! Amen!!Goodnight!!